Tuesday, April 14, 2009

the countdown begins

four more weeks. that's seventeen more days of real classes plus two days worth of finals.

in between there, is a whole lot of nothing, which unfortunately will make things seem even longer. i was planning on going to chicago to see cavashawn and friends the first weekend in may. but i honestly can't afford it. that's three tanks of gas, a concert ticket, and a meal or two. and i just can't do that right now. and much as i want to, i can't.

which leads me to the current stressor in my life. a job. i NEED to find a job this summer. and i'm really worried. i'm sure something will come along, but it's been weighing on my mind a lot lately. i just need to get through these last few weeks and hopefully things will fall into place.

four. more. weeks.

2 comments:

  1. Ya know, there are PLENTY of jobs in Indy...hint hint... :) I think you should come HERE for the summer!!! Love ya!!

    ReplyDelete
  2. see i don't believe that anyone is evil at heart. and like i said, people make bad decisions and sometimes it just spirals into a lifetime of bad decision-making. and it usually starts when they are sevrely hurt or there is something wrong with their brain (in which case, god made that brain, so there must be some reasoning). however i absolutely do not think jesus decides who goes to heaven or not. and i dont expect everyone to go to "heaven" because it may mean a completely different thing and not everybody even believes in heaven. i think that anyone believes that nothing will happen to them when they are dead, then nothing will happen to them. however, for the people that loved that person that do believe in heaven, i think that he/she will be in that heaven. see i think "heaven" is whatever you want it to be with anyone you want to be incorporated.

    ReplyDelete